It's Obviously No secret anymore that Kyle broke up with me. After a few weeks of debating whether or not I should put this up.. I have decided to. Because maybe everyone will understand a little better, once they read it.
"HAPPY BIRTHDAY in two days!!! :)
 First off, Yes i am just fine here in mexico, the earthquake was awesome!!  We were in the safest place you could be on the temple grounds! Ya it was weird it felt like i was on a boat!! It was really cool to see everything around me sway back and forth!!
  So it really is a small world i am talking with a guy in the internet cafe and he asks me where im from... It turns out he lived in st goerge in the apartments in back of pine view!!  But the best part is he was talking about some of his friends in st george and showing me pictures, I think you might know Paige Fielding, he showed me a picture of paige and some of her friends at the salt lake temple. Ya and guess who was in the picture YOU!!!! :)
Ok... Candice you are my best friend and will always be my best friend!! I want the best for you and Know You are extremely strong and will never lose the faith to continue moving forward!! My biggest fear is hurting you and it always has been that way!! But,, I don't really know if I see a future with you. We have both grown tremendously in our relationship!! I cant thank you enough for the support in the hard times and hope that we both can continue to help eachother grow in the gospel and in life continually!! :) :) Please be strong and live to the fullest!! Candice I dont know right now who i am going to spend total the eternity with, I felt like it might be you in our relationship of 2007, but I really didnt feel that way when i found out with you all the cancer stuff.. I just wanted to be close to you in the tuff times like any of your best friends!!!!! Please be Happy even though this may be hard to hear!! Please write me back and we will continue to write. But, my future is not in line with yours. we just fallowed eachother down the same path for a while and now we have to go our seperate ways!! I Love you and i wish i could have said this to you face to face!! :(  I'm sorry!
Please, don't let it get you down for long. I Expect an email back from you!! :)
Bye :(
-Elder Bowles"